some of you will remember back in january I was packing up and going to bali to live! Well, had a ball, but promises made in australia didnt add up in bali. nothing to do with the balinese, just work wise, big expectations and no money to be had. Bad company, will not elaborate but am now wiser. At least I found out how to live in bali, what to do when next time I come back, how to be prepared. It so different to a holiday, which I expected but I didnt expect the lonliness. The balinese are wonderful, just missing my friends . But I could never get sick of looking at the rice paddies, stayed in Ubud for a while, went up to Git Git waterfall then on to Singaraja, stayed at a great place called " a 1,000 dreams". Just to lie in the bath was worth it, shaped like a fish, and outdoors awesome. ' I am now back in Australia, but am missing bali very much. I wish my dream had of come true, but I believe that it was not my time to stay there, but in the future I will make Bali my home and I now know what I need to know to make that happen. My friend Ketut and I had the best time together. Kyaked in Sanur, I went to Gangulang ceremony, was wonderful, I was the only white blonde female amongst about 5,000 balinese. All the children were pointing at me and laughing, but I just smiled and talked to them, it was the most awesome experience. At the 3 temples Ketut told me to follow him with the offerings and blessings. It is one moment in my life I will never forget. So special. I wish I was there today for Nepei day, I have never experienced that and I would of loved to. I would of spent the day in the village with Ketut and his family. But there will be other days, new experiences and many more ceremonies. I wish I had millions of dollars , so I could help these people, they are truly one of God's magical creations. And I will return to my Cantik Bali very soon, and I will never forget the fantastic time I spent there and the people I met. Happy Nepei Day.