In Reply to: blackness, overwhelming sorrow........ posted by Lolita on Monday, 24. October 2005 at 16:00 Bali Time:
you know I have also thought along the lines of what you have mentioned. The thing which is strange about this is that it only happens to her in bali.
While we live in different states and I am not privvy to 'see' her state of mind on a regular basis, we are in regular contact and on the surface things appear to be ok.
As far as being a nice friend, well I can tell you I didnt feel so great the night she became very distraught. I felt like a total ass. I guess when you are on holiday and having a good time you can tend to be a bit oblivious. It took a major meltdown for me to stop and listen. Now I want to see if I can help her find an answer. Maybe a public forum isnt the place to ask, but as this happens to her in Bali I figured others may have had similar experiences. Thank you again for posting. cheers :-)