In Reply to: Courage and strength posted by julee on Wednesday, 24. May 2006 at 06:33 Bali Time:
Hi Nikki last august went through a similar experience I thought the doctor had got it wrong when she told me I had all the thoughts why me,will I be okay,how will I handle this,what about my family!Well Nikki you will get through this especially when you can see just from the forum the support and love people are sending you!I remember being so scared and not been able to express that to many people I wanted to be strong and confident but I was a mess and you know what thats okay to be that way noone knows how you handle these things till they come up but you deal with it however you can -crying, screaming not talking whatever it takes to get you through.I made it Im on the way to recovery now I never thought Id make it back to normal health but you will and you will know that everywhere people are saying prayers and thinking of you ME TOO!Take everyday one day at a time and look ahead to when your back laughing and telling stories on the forum and travelling again Im asking my close friends in bali to pray for you!Take care,everyone is with you in spirit your definitely not alone in this we all care!!!!