In Reply to: Help - Disillussioned and Desperate! posted by minty on Saturday, 13. May 2006 at 21:47 Bali Time:
Like you I have been travelling to Bali for many years (15) and have been there through all the past crisis elections post bombings etc. without a problem, this past November while over there I had this overwhelming feeling, fear...apprehension.....sadness... all of these and unlike all other times when leaving to go home I was glad to go, and now I don't feel ready or want to go back. I am sad to feel like this and really cannot explain why I have these mixed emotions. It is comforting to know I am not the only one to feel this way, and hope that soon I will feel ready to to return to what was my special place, the place of so many friends and happy memories.