In Reply to: Hard decision to cancel posted by rwilson on Friday, 7. October 2005 at 15:36 Bali Time:
and though my eyes fill with tears everytime I think of my decision, it is what I have decided (painfully), so that's it. When I look at my two young children (2 & 4) I still don't know if that's the right decision. I don't think there is a right decision. I would go tomorrow if I were single but my husband is so dead against it (yes, he has never been) and strangely enough it is the first time I have really taken his feelings into consideration. (I went after the first bombing and I was pregnant and he still thinks to this day that I went to the Cook Islands.) How pathetic am I??? No need to blast me..there is no right way to work this terrible situation out. And I do not think that it will get any better in the world in a hurry. Isn't that sad ???