Believing in someone or something or a religion so much so that i would blow myself up. Lets face it, ther are some sick bast*rds out there that have no problem in hurting others, but i could not imagine planning my own death. I cant get my head around how somebody could wake up one morning, knowing it is the last time that they will do so, say goodbyes to family and friends and then go about the day counting down to the final moments. I wonder if they have second thoughts, if they are scared or if they believe whole heartedly that they are making this world somehow better for the ones left behind. Dont get me wrong guys, i do not hold any sympathy for these .....dont even have a word low enough for them. But being i have never believed in something so strongly before i have a hard time getting my head around these suicide bombers.
Am i the only one to spend time thinking about how f*cked in the head they must be?